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Hey these r some of my own poems im puttin on here.. im only puttin my own up on my site so i can finally do something wit em!! LOL.. xo!
but there is also some i juss like that are on there too! hope u love em x0x

~°~}{Õt ߨÿ~°~ he gotta be sexi he gotta be sweet he gotta tell me things that no one ever told me he gotta have some money he gotta have a car thats what i like ina guy so far.... he gotta show me love  n care for me all the time because if he dont i dont claim him mine!!!! thats what i want n if he dont show me those toys then i have to tell ya ur not my hot boy!!! by shantea kostakos

«$Miss You$» just thinkin about u makes me wanna cry just livin with out u makes me wanna die cant go on they say life it strong but without u i am goin wrong as my head says no but my heart says yes i just really have to confess i loved u from the start i never told u with my heart i behold never told a soul or even talked about it because u say you love me but i doubt it u dont half to lie or even joke because it hurts me alot n u know i wanna come n see you or even talk to you on the phone because im all sad n alone ur the person that brings me up when i am down so i will never hace a frown i am thankin u for everything n all that u have done but please come back to me i am dyin of love!!! by shantea kostakos

SiMplE CrusH- some people just have crushes some people just wanna be friends or sometimes couples wanna try again but to me its just a simple crush its when ur older that you love someone too young for luvin dont know what its really about ur tellin me u know but i really doubt ur only a kid thats what we all say till then dont worry about ne love says just live ur life dont worry about love cuz like i said its just a simple crush!!!! by shantea kostakos

thanks- thanks for carin when i was down or even blue or had a frown thanks for being nice to me even tho i was rude i knw u would ask and have notta clue thanks for not breakin our friendship apart cuz if that would happen it would also break my heart i know you may think that this poem is kinda wierd but i just wanna tell you that i will always be there so stop the arguing and all our stupid fights lets just be bestfriends and always stay very tight!!! by shantea kostakos

Raped- took me for a walk told me u would not dare but to see that u really didnt ever care brang alot friends me alone i was i shouldnt have gone but it was love not lust got me all drunk didnt know what to do that is when u said come over here baby boo all of a sudden i was on the ground but then in a split second i heard some kinda of sounds in the hospital bed i was layin down i was raped by my dear old love i thought i could trust him but look what he had done.. him n his friends they did there dirt but now whos not with someone i made him hurt!!! by shantea kostakos

cant get my mind off you there is sumthing about ur bad boy style that really drives a gurl like me wild look at my lips as u walk by i just wanna say im gettin lost in ur eyes ur body ur face ur everything is complete o baby i need you cuz u are really sweet!! i needa boy like you to get me goin to let everything on me showin every day i think of you n think of all the things i would do so im tellin u all this at one big time cuz baby im sayin cant gett u off of my mind! by shantea kostakos

leavin you... even tho its painful i have to let u go.. i dont wanna do it.. but my heart say so... i know i wanna stay.. but things have gone all wrong.. but i'll just keep up and and u try to b strong.. sittin here thinking makes me wanna cry but also not having you makes me wanna die.. leavin u on ur own is a very big deal.. but im just showin.. u the way i feel.. no more regreats i want to have.. even tho im missing something i had!! by shantea kostakos

¤GøØD ByE¤ see ya later gotta go even tho i still love you so...packed my bags and everything even gave back that diamond ring. even without you i can do my best leave u alone and take my rest....cuz all's i need is the very best!! thought u were nice and really loved me but it tunrs out that i really had to c...loved me once loved me twice.. please dont play im not a dice! juss onelast thing b4 i have to go... i really have to say i didnt love u tho! by shantea kostakos

*please dont lie*- why do u do this.. please tell my y... what did i do to get this from a guy.. all my life i have been done wrong.. so i really think its time that we have to move on... u cheated once u cheated twice u broke my heart n that wasnt nice... i really gota tell ya sumthing.. b4 i get up n go.. i really did alot on u also!! by shantea kostakos

Always n Forever- sittin here thinkin bout you n me.. thinkin bout the way it use to bee... we were juss friends and thought that would b all.. but now were inlove and baby thats not all.. i want to b there when u have to cry or i wanna be there when u feel bad inside.. i wanna be there when no one's around cuz baby im what u need i always be there when ur down.. friends it use to be but now were lovers... o remember that time under ur covers... the good times and the bad we remember everything.. becus this is what love is when u gave me that diamond ring.. hope that we never split our brake our love apart becus then i will say u have really BROKEN MY HEART!!  by shantea kostakos

*°¤Since uve been gone¤°*- since uve been gone.. life aint the same crying everynite.. my tears could make rain... missing u every minute of my life.. trying 2 not put up with this fight... once u had left me i couldnt take another.. i'll just half to sit n suffer... sittin here thinkin why i dont got u... even tho i really want to... to bad to sad say my friends.. but then i tell em o dont wait thats not the end!!! by shantea kostakos

u lil fuckin liar u hurt me so damn much.. i dont wanna look at u i dont even wanna touch... why u such an asshole u played me for a fool dont look at me dont even call my name in skool... whos the hoe u go wit now... i dont know her...but ill beat her down... who u think u are some type of pimp well when i kick ur ass u'll be walkin wit a limp!! dont ever fuckin talk to me or even try to call.. cuz i'll give u an ass woopin.. but baby thats not all! by shantea kostakos

suicide...- my life is a mess i dont wanna live i dont wanna be here cuz im tierd of this shit!! i wanna end it now and take my life away i dont wanna be here i dont wanna live another day.. dont care about nobody its my life i say cuz they probally wont care ne way... i'll take the knife i have and slice my wrists and then i'll end my life and that will be it!! by shantea kostakos

gurls come first- what u think ur number 1 sorry baby sorry hun.. gotta tell ya my gurls come first we look out for eachother when worst comes to worst.. u lost ur chance by thinkin ur da pimp but sorry baby u now walk with a limp... now im sorry i gotta fly im out with my gurls n some other guys!!! by shantea kostakos

Popular- look at her shes so fly she even has the cutest guy look at her clothes and look at her style she drives all the boys wild i wish i was her id get everthing.. cars,clothes and diamond rings but there is no point of wishing im just the same shes so different in so many ways but one day im gonna take her place becuz i'll just have to smash her face!!! by shantea kostakos

why did you lie.... what happend to us it must of faded away.. friends forever we thoght we would stay!! but i guess we we were wrong there was never a us!! to put up and fight with all ur fuss through thick n think u said ud go but now ur sittin there callin me a hoe!!... hurt my feelings and didnt care.. i really thought that u would b there... by shantea kostakos

no longer friends it only took a word to end what we had ending our friendship is so very sad... over a boy how could this be i thought u said u wouldnt do this to me... it was a misunderstanding of what went on with him to see me n you its all very dim... u got all pissed off and said things so rude its to me i didnt have a clue i was lost and very sad to end our frienfship was so very bad!!!! by shantea kostakos

RoSEs ArE rED VioLetS Are BluE y DiD u LeaVE Me WhAt Did I Do sO LeaSE CoME BaCK AND GiVE  ME A cHAnCE BeaCAuSE I LUv u And Im iN a TranCE! U'd FiLL My DaY WiT LoTz Of Joy NO OtHA DayZ CouLD BE SUch COy I LuVed U aLOt AnD u 4GoT U lEfT Me RiGhT TheRE In THat SpOt! by shantea kostakos

×°× Î \/\/îs]-[ Í Wøµ¦dñ'± }{à\/e ×°× there was a time once b4 i got so angry i walked out the door you leave me here alone in the dark thought r love would not break hearts so i knew i had 2 go our love was goin very low nothin could take away my pain my heart felt like it was invain i broke ur's first u got me back but gurls are more emotional n we all know that guys dont really care they only have gurlfriends just to tell people that their there i couldnt take no more i leave outside the door pack my bags its time to go i really wish i wouldnt have tho!!!!  by shantea kostakos

friends forever- i love you like a sister i love you like a friend together we will be there is no very end some others try to get us to be against eachother or some try to lie but doin that is just gonna make us cry i found out there is no other friend like you that is why i really wanna always be ur friend too. by shantea kostakos

»just like jlo« i am her twin n i realy know got the face n the body o ya n the dough to be like her its not really easy get them niggas comin up n sayin fo shizzie tryin to get some ass or some kinda thing i flash out n show them my bad boy bling bling they acting really crazie n tryin to get wit me but baby im tellin ya what u get is what u see so dont act no diff when were out wit some friends cuz thats when i go on n tell u the story ENDS! by shantea kostakos

Rês± ÎÑ þéâ¢e.. ur little soul rests.. above the sky.. tears full of happiness i have cried.. even tho ur gone.. i know ur in a better place.. i just need one more chance to see ur face!..without u its dark n lonley u werent only my love u were also my hommie..love isnt love no more.. without u around. causes pain for me to fall to the ground... im hurtin inside and i need you.. but one more thing did you also love me 2!! by shantea kostakos

~<°>~No More Tears~<°>~- î'vé ©®ÿêd éñصg]-[ ±}{õ ü |{ñéW àll the pain u put me through all tho i did alot of things if feels like a hundred painin bee stingz the pain shot right through me like a bullet from a gun you know u would always be my number 1 i would kill just for u this is to show how much i love u but then i remeber in a flick of light that i will not cry a tear in no more nights by shantea kostakos

¤just you¤ i could die for only 1 this dream has only begun what i want is only u i hope that u forgive me 2 i did only a couple of things but i regreat them cause they were flings i just wanna know do you love me because i love you and my hearts abit shady i want that empty space 2 get filled cuz if it does i'll be thrilled so tell me please what 2 do beecuz if you lie you'll break my heart to so touch me with a hand the tenderous touch and that is why i love you so much .by shantea kostakos

¥who is she???¥- Sittin here callin ur phone no one answer is ne one home???? Pagin you u don't call back thinkin to myself u goin to mack go out the door n get in my car go down the down the road but not to far go back to my house call u again well look who answers it's a gurl name jen I ask for you she says ur sleepin I ask her if his pager is beepin she says yes n I go thats me if u noticed im his baby the gurl says o well he is not wit you I laugh n says well tell ya who's gotta kid for him me boo!!! by shantea kostakos

***tears***- my tears will fall my tears will drop my heart will break urs will not ur leavin me here all alone wanting to come back but ur heart says no i am so heartbroken  n no one cares to see that u left me in the dark with tears i dont wanna cry no more so im sayin please b4 i hit the floor! by shantea kostakos

between me n you- y is it that every time i meet a guy his friends come over staring me in the eye they must be nosey or just want me becuz they comin over n sayin digits please i turn em down they leave wita frown the guy i was lookin for start laughin in there face but then i show him n go away he turns to no one his friends crack up thats what u get when u think yur the one! by shantea kostakos

~fool~ tell me lies slap me on the face just inprovise do sumthing really clever that il make me hate ur name 4ever you might swear you've never touched a lady well let me say ur not to far from maybe everyday u find new ways to hurt me but i cant help it if im justa fool always havin my heart set on you till the time u start changin the rules i'll keep chasin the souls of ur shoes! from the song Fool by shakira.. made it into a poem though!! by me

«sorry» sorry if i aint perfect sorry i dont give a !#$& sorry i aint no diva  sorry just kno what i want sorry i'm not a virgin sorry i'm not a slut i wont let u bring me down think what u want!!!! by shantea kostakos

u didnt want me from the startin i knew what u wanted it was me  thats all that u really flaunted soon as i left you u ran to another gurl you know what that makes me wanna hurl didnt really care n i knew it from the start u went through me like a needle ina heart u cheated on my once u cheated on me twice the gurl that ur with wont have ne luck by spite what makes u think that ur really number one im sorry to tell you but i was also on the run!!!! by shantea kostakos

why cant i.... why cant i have you why dont u care why cant i help you to  take away all ur fears why wont u let me be in ur life why just why o tell me why cryin every night my tears could fill a ocean i am really havin all these emotions tell me why i cant have you tell me please o yes please do.....i  dont know y u dont want me??? is it because u think i want money... just tell me here right in the spot cuz just to confess i love you alot! by shantea kostakos

if i was beautiful.... if i was beautiful i'd get what i want no other gurls could take my spot but since im just nothin im just left out leavin me here u said werent doubts told the other gurl u were inlove wit her ofcourse cuz she is more mature dont know why i even get a man even more the ones that dont understand!!!! im just gonna go n quit it all take a knife slit my throat n fall....... by shantea kostakos

dont know what to do dont know what to say i know u lied at first but then confessed ne way thought about it first then i talked with you i told u very nicly i didnt know what to do told u that its better that we would be friends then with one click thats when i said the end so to u gurls who believe all them boys dont believe em please there just lookin for some toys.... by shantea kostakos

if u want to get played just go wit a boy thats wat he thinks yur hart is a toy if u want to cry every minute of the day just tell it to a boy n he'll laugh n say move out his way... if u want to be sad n depressed just get ina fight that way he'll notice he lost u in his sight!!!! by shantea kostakos

punk boi- look at him he'z so damn wild crazie,daisy lil child sagging his pants with chains n pinz he is so damn hot thats why i choose him ima sk8er n he's a punk hes the one i really want rockin it cool playin it syko i said to him im his rock show studded braceltes n eyebrow ring he loves to say my love really stingz t told him not to play me like a toy...rather a playa i want a punk boi.. by shantea kostakos

Shantea's Poem- Me and you together best friends we'll always be Thick and thin we've been through but now your part of me Without you my world would end and I would be lonely and cold I'd have lost a true friend Who's better than pure gold For now your by myside fighting with me all the way I love you even more each and every day So now I want to thank you for being there for me And also apologize for throwing your magazines I just wanted you to know that I really do care Now come give me a big hug my little Shannie bear!.. by bonnie..

 

the night was dreary as the rain came down.

she said, "let's go for a ride away from town."

all through the ride, she had nothing to say.

it was almost as if something stood in her way.

then suddenly it came, out of the blue.

"my parents said I have to break up with you."

"I'm sorry," she said, "I can't pretend."

"my parents said our love must end."

she took off his ring as tears came from his eyes

at the same time, the fear of losing her began to rise.

with tears threatening to fall, he held them back.

as he unconsciously parked the car on a railroad track.

he wrote something on a piece of paper

he held her hand and said, "read it later."

he always wished they would never part.

he said in a sad voice, "you just broke my heart."

she opened the door & walked out into the rain

that's when she saw the lights of the train.

realizing too late what she had sighted,

with the blink of an eye, metal collided

all she could remember was blood running red,

and someone saying, "I'm sorry, he's dead."

The ambulance sounded like an agony cry,

Then she read the paper, and it said..."without you I'd die."

 

¤ dont want 2 hurt you¤

even tho i love you.. things do come and go.. so this is why im tellin u this.. just to let you know.. i dont wanna brake ur heart i dont wanna make u cry.. becus it would hurt me to i know that and i cant lie.. i juss wanna tell u that im young and things do really mess up.. its juss that right now i have all this stress and stuff... ur the only one i want but right now i need sometime.. i hope that when im ready again.. u will still be mine.. but like i said im not ready to settle for juss one guy... i love you but i juss need time.. by shantea kostakos

confussed

do you want me or do u not.. tell me now becus i 4got.. keep on leavin me it only brakes my heart.. please dont do this no more.. i juss wanna fix it up and restart.. u say u dont know if u want me ne more.. juss tell me now and i will leave out the door.. im so confused becus u say different things.. tell me now before i die of M-I-S-S-I-N-G.. juss one more thing if u let me go.. ur really missing out ona gurl that loves u so!!.. by shantea kostakos

together again

so happy that we are together again im so glad that we didnt end.. so sad when i thought u were gone.. but im happy now becus i thought wrong! im so inlove wit u and i dont know what 2 say! no other guy could lightin my day when other gurls approach you u tell em ur taken becus if u dont then u must be faking!.... tell me that u love me .. so i will feel good i love u and i cant let u go so i hope this is understood! by shantea kostakos

kiss me in the light hold me in the dark but please dont brake my heart love me 4ever and tell me that its tru becus when i say it back i also mean it too!.. stick up for me when im feeling down.. cuz like u always say DONT WORRY BE HAPPY NOW..its just everything that i love about u!! and i hope that u feel the same way 4 me too!.. by shantea kostakos

 

no one understands the way i feel about you they always call me dum and say ur juss untru they say im jus to nice or even give it up... but i tell my friends maybe u juss dont know this stuff.. i want u back so bad but at the same time i dont.. when i go to ask u my mouth juss wont.. maybe we should stop this.. becus its juss not working out i know i would go back even without doubts.. i dont know what u did but u really got me hooked.. but when u do something this time i wont even be shook!.. i do love u and all but im just really done u know what i even thought u were my #1 but i guess i was wrong.. and now im so sad cryin tonight will juss make me mad but why do you say u love me if u really dont.. dont tell lies in my face before i stop n go! by shantea kostakos

you- i dont know what it is that makes me want u so bad maybe ur juss someone or something i never had? but when i begin to think that ur juss not right for me i turn around n think maybe our love wasnt meant to be?!?!... u hurt me so much and played so many games.. i swear to you next time its u gonna be callin my NAME!.. i really did love you and u juss didnt care u took my heart and broke it dont you even see thats not fair??... just please tell me why and tell me now.. becus im already hurtin and i juss wanna know how?!?!?.. by shantea kostakos

 

 

 

 


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